World of Warcraft

 I have a new idea for the next expansion pack for World of Warcraft, in the present moment it is Dragonflight but tomorrow you will never know, I need World of Warcraft to make it bigger because I have no idea how to do it, I don't even know what I'm thinking because sometimes I think World of Warcraft is too much, and why? Because I think World of Warcraft is the biggest game in the World, I don't know what is next but it could be something with the Forsaken I see, Sylvanas could regain Power again and join the Lich Kings Army of The Scourge, I think that because Sylvanas and Arthas always had something different the beef between them was canceled, anyway I think Arthas is one of the most iconic stars of World of Warcraft and the Lich King sitting on a frozen throne, you know what I am talking about, and World of Warcraft is one of the biggest games ever made, and you ask me why? Arthas commands the Army of the Scourge and the undead, you know they can never die, and why is that? The Lich King was made to command the third army of the third world, in azeroth so she never had a shot in her life, but I just guess he will return under another form one way or another we still have classic World of Warcraft so we got Dragonflight and Classic I swear it could die but not now, and thus making it so far away ahead you know when they crash and don't do that to them because it spins like a mfker, heads will roll but not from the scourge, you got the alliance which is the blue team and you got the horde which is the red team and you got the scourge which is the Green Team, I think this is my idea for the next game and the next expansion, it could be possible but when i launch this bomb they will never expect this, you know when it comes, it will end suddenly and you know it, sometimes you go all over the place to go and come back, to the scourge, you can never escape this reality because it is bonded withing you, who is going to set them free? I don't know but sooner or later they will find out and when they do it will bee a blast like another big bang theyory, I think this is the idea, I have no idea what is going to happen next in this life time so don't tell me, what.

Woot woot??

 What they say does not mean anything, we interpret things as they are because sometime when you face it you break it so we have to go, along way because when i'm back i'm going to be back because you can't escape me, who am I? I'm your M****ing conscience

Why do we need women as men?

 I think women are very important not just for pleasure but also for believing in the man she promised her heart on, I think a woman is important but trees are more important than them, any creation is a big creation when it starts small and you build it up into an empire, I think it is necessary to know what is your dream, do you dream to be a blogger? or to be a hip hop artist, or do you want to be on TV? It's interesting to have dreams but you have to work, you have to make them bigger , they grow because we never give up, we have to fight music and work our way to go up, as much as we can, we can fly, we got birds, we got bees, we got trees, we got flowers, we got everything we need, we just need more people to join us in our game, I am serious, all are welcome into my world, it is something beautiful, this is my place, and we have love for all of you, greetings traveller , and now we can do so much more in trying to grow our business, even if it a business or a store, or something, or something to buy from, of course we need money, but we need to create something that will never die, we need to go to some place where we feel immortal and we have everything a town needs.

TV

Why is the TV so crazy, I sit and watch some shows but I want to find some sort of movie it's crazy, I wish I could afford to buy a playstation 5 so ai could play my games on TV but it is really hard to gether the funds, I think they are too expensive for me, and I think that when it's too much , you are asking too much of something it's like you get a chance, but not now, in the future, if you arebwilling to take the shot, to gather a bunch of money to buy what you need becausebit helps, it really helps a lot to know you can be successful in what you want and wish to make happen.

Hey, Remember Me?

When I started writing articles I did not know how it will end but in time I found something in me that was so strong, it was like indestructible because I found it and now it is mine, when you try to bring alive a person that is when shit gets serious, nature has a lot of interesting new things to explore but I never thought it could be so strong, it's like unshackable, and un moveable because when you think about it, it's true, you are luke stone, not stoned but awake, and this is a helping hand and not a bad hand, firstly I want to thank my mom because I am doing this for her and secondly my own intuition I guess and fight things that are kind of wierd if you think about it, when death is taken seriously it's kind of scary to think about it but, aomewhere in my mind I want to believe that death is not real and that our spirits are immortal, because you don't need to get hurt, the most beautiful things can happen when you are calm, death is not an option for me because our planet is so fascinating that it deserves a second chance because, we all struggle we just have to fund somebody to struggle with "I got you bro" All we need is somebody to lean on. 

The Richest Man In Babylon

This is the book I read a few years ago, it is about a son who was given by his father a lot of gold coins, his father told him to multiply his coins so he went into the world and lost all his money, now I know rich people don't work for money, that is the secret, the moment you work that moment your dream dies and you wake up, but his son had to come back to him 10 years later and his father asked him if he multiplied his coins and the frustration in his sons voice I can almost hear it , he said he lost almost all his money being robbed by people who teached him wrong things about money, so he said in his mind he had to make a choice, he was either going to try to get his money back or he could then try to earn his father's forgiveness, anyway this happend : he got took as a slave for somebody higher in rank from Syria and he escaped from that slave master, after that he swore he would be a free man, once the slavery chains were fractured he started working at a bread maker, making pastries for people to sell them to, he gathered a lot of money and asked if he could return to his father with his small fortune, his father when he saw him was delighted that his son did not fail and gained a lot of wealth, this is not even half of what is in the book but sometimes you need to put your mind to work for you and not against you, they said, so for him to be able to gather up all that money from work he could be independent finally, the teachings ate multiple, there is not a singulary storyline that narrates the beginning and the end of the book, it is filled with money making fantasies like the well of income, the source, so he used what he knew to make money, he did not use what he thought he knew, he used what had a 100% chance of working for him, he did not even think of failure, he said"this is a clean shot at my wealth" and took it, there was no probability for him to fail ever in what he had done or put in his mind to do.

Mad Money Making Machiene

 We need some money to feed my kids, my children are starving we need to eat, something, and what would we do? Just accept an Error.? Nah we need to make a money making machine so we get paid daily, this is crazy but money makes the world go around so I believe that the more money you have the happier you will be, it's true, when you want to be rich like me all you gonna do is stare at the clock because you ain't got no eyes to look upon, I am getting higher and higher , bigger and bigger, each day each passing day I wake up stronger, faster and built to hurt, i am a beast 999 this is making me sick I need more money like a roller coaster tycoon, you feel me?

Leadership Books

 I was trying to find a good leadership book, but they look all the same because I have not tried hard enough and why would I say this? Because a good leadership book is made out of two components which is: Lead or Follow. These are the two principles, if you do not lead then you follow, why? Because this is what the world was made of. One of two reasons is because sometimes you need a leader to show you the way when you feel lost, it is perfectly ok but in reality if you follow a good leader it will make you better and it will inspire you to do another task and another until you finally reached a goal, it is true that goals are like dreams you have to chase your dream because the dream won't chase itself, you have to work it is true but find something you are passionate on working to because when passion exists in you , you will find it easier to do your job if unless you don't have a passion for what you do.

How do I feed the poor?

I was thinking lately, there are so many poor people in this world that don't have a home, they don't have money to eat or drink, they live by the mercy of others, and this is why I stress so much about money, because they don't have it, I am telling you, these poor people need to get fed, they need help, they need some money man, we could give them our money because we can make money but they don't and you know why that is like this? Because they hit rock bottom man, the fell so hard they can't get up, their life is a mess, they can't even get dinner man, when I see a homeless person who begs for 1$ I just cry inside because life is so hard sometimes, they are not bad people man, they just fell and hit rock bottom, you know what I am talking about, it's nothing else but the fall, that's it, we can all fall if we don't have a safety net, we need something to back us up because if they can fall so can we, so how do we stop that? How can we make a move to save those homeless people? You know, I have an idea and the idea is like a pigeon , it flies around and ends in the right head it was supposed to end, from mouth to mouth from man to man the ideas I am talking about always end in the right minds, and they change them, maybe not first and maybe not last , but someway around the road of life my ideas always end up in the right minds that can change them, and that is real talk I am saying, you dig?

The Money Making Machiene

Just like the Terminator I go on and on because people know what you arebup to, they just know it, but I don't know it, you think you know it until you don't, that's the beauty of it, making connections, dealing with people you never thought you could deal with, they say, "ooohhh you're mad bro" and I say, who is the most insane, me or you? You better check yourself before you wreck yourself because when you hit me up, be careful when I get up I might hit you back just because, anyway being bad to people is not my thing, unless they deserve it, then I'm unleashing hell upon them "all hell syllables, killahollic" kind of that, being a bad person actually makes you more attractive than being a good person, good people have bad experiences which transforms them into bad people, it does not really matter what you do in life unless it is easy, you have to do something which you find easy for you to do, this is what Bill Gates said "I prefer a lazy person instead a hard working one because lazy people do things more easily than hard working ones" this is what he said, that he preferes a lazy person because they do things more easily than hard working people, and it's true, when you can do things that easy , you have a passion, a purpose to do those things , and who can stop you? You decide what you do with your life, nobody else does, working a job you hate is worse than doing something you love, I would prefer not having a job unless it is my only option, people in crysis situations tend to have no clue where they are going or what to choose from, if you cannot make them take a choice you cannot help them, they drift around never getting nowhere, we need emotional content, so unless you start building yourself up, just like a bodybuilder, brick by brick and muscle by muscle you ain't going to get anywhere in life, you have to start building yourself up, as soon as possible, sure thing, you can lie, you can cheat, but never cheat yourself, if you want to cheat something, cheat death, that is the key to happiness, find something you enjoy doing and home alone is where you will find yourself, people are going mad all over the world, they are going insane, they have a problem, even if they say they don't, they actually do, the fear inside of them is making them insane and they lose control each time they try to fix it, you can't cheat death just by wishing it will happen you have to actually live it, and if you don't you fall and stumble, everything crumbles off the wall, I already won this, but my team and my own home, this house is my own, the work I did and everything I said I meant it, it is a disaster to know somebody so well and after a few years you guys break up, so alone and cold this world made an evil man out of me, my fears of becoming too big, I am immortal I always win ahead of my time, you never see me coming because I am the invisible man, I am immortal, the rock and the sun collides I can't be touched, I am unsheackable .

The Money

Where does the money go? Today you have it, tomorrow it is gone, how can I make myself a source of income that is reliable? Again, I ask where does the money go? I have to make myself a well of money, like a pool but with water in it. Could I sell water bottles? Hell nah, I must make myself "a well" of money which this means to have an inepuisable pool of cash which will never end, why? Because I can, and because I know what money means, you jelous? You should be, because I am huge, I have no more things to say.

They call me "The Cash Mafia"

I was named "Cash" because I can make a lot of money really fast , I go to the casino and I try my luck "oopsss" that's what she said so they call me the money mob because I am insanely rich I got the most money in the world I am so rich that when they call me for advice all I say is "I don't know" so you know where the money comes from, I got a bank account so big that they tell me "I am too rich" so much money I have that I don't pay the bills, the bills pay me, so you know, when you are the king of "Cash" that's what you should expect, so much $ than Bill Gates, you dig? Now leave me alone so I can count my dollar bills.

TV Video Games

 I just thought today that I could buy a PlayStation 5 for example for my TV because I have a TV not too big but it's ok, I could use a PlayStation just to play video games on it all day but in my imagination how am I going to achieve such a goal if there is no way for me getting sufficient funds to raise for my PlayStation, I see now that it takes a lot of dedication and work for your own goals and just try to witness the progression because if you miss one spot it could end in a disaster and that will not end well for me, and for us because it is a team game, I could double - man play it so I think this is a very interesting and skeptical idea I have because on the one hand I could just gather up some cash and buy it and on the other hand I may never reach my goal completely that I could afford buying a PlayStation 5 for example, but a goal is a goal and if this is for me I will try to do it if it is not for me then... I wish you all good luck in finding something worth dying for.

Good Morning

 I wake up this morning just fine, doing a little trip around the country and after that going home, can't wait to get home and do what I usually do on my computer, I love the feeling that writing gives me because it is so nice to spread some of my ideas, even if they don't all work some of them might will and that brings me inner peace, which I appreciate the feeling it gives me of doing so, and I love what I do mainly, I don't have too many followers but in time maybe we will grow or maybe not, we don't know, but my intention is to grow, so buckle up your seatbelts because we are going on a ride you won't forget sooner or later we will win in what we usually do so we can go further and further beyond into immortality, let's say we never die what would you do if you can never die? this is a good question who deserves a lot of thought because sometimes you think you are immortal but who knows what we are?

Gaming Industry

I dedicate this blog to my fellow gamers because I made it, I made my own blog with my own rules and my own self programming, I take control of what is mine and I inspire others to do the same, if you think you are better than me or you can do better than me, without question you are a free man or a free woman to try but in myself my own self I know my mission and I have no time to throw rocks at people who do not deserve my attention, so if you are competing to me you are competing to my whole squad because I am not alone, like you are😂, I have a whole team on my back and I have to serve them well, being a leader is not easy and everyone who wants to be a leader in life at something has a big responsability for the good of other people and to choose to do good to other people and not just complain and bitch about something that does not work for them, it is easy to bitch about something and complain when you are frustrated, so I recommend you would keep your calm and do your job like I am doing mine, because success has its own way of making it to the surface😉 failure is temporary and success is forever, this is what I think about, you can fail, but who knows other than you? You alone have the power to besuccessful and you alone have the power to get up and fight again, failure is temporary but success is forever.

New Year New Me

 I always choose something better than myself because sometimes when you think you are the best something new comes along and is better than it was, every challenge is there for you to overcome, even if it is addiction or something like that, taking medicine helps, but too much medicine can do harm rather than good, I do not trust these doctors so much, something can make you feel better while something else may cause you to cry in pain, because when you take prescription medicine like I do there is always some kind of risk involved because without medicine you don't know how I manage to be, because if I quit taking medicine I may lose it, so to be careful and more cautious at what I do , I take some prescription drugs to make me feel better and deep down inside I think it really works , why do I say this because some drugs really do work for you while others are bad for you, for example if you can be normal on something it could be good, but if you lose your shit , it won't last forever because I have no disease, it is a lie you invented for me to have because it does not exist, I have no fear I have nothing, I am afraid of nothing so this means that I am clean as shit because without medication I could have more energy for example but I would not be this calm, so these drugs help me keep my calm sometimes when I should have lost my shit.

Keep the Doctor Away

For me I always thought that the body and the mind can heal itself in the right environment, I think doctors are mostly for people who are afraid because they can't keep calm and keep it cool sometimes in their lifetime, I do not think doctors are something necesary for my tribe because when you leave this earth behind no doctor can bring you back, so you have to be careful with doctors because they do not want what is in your own interest but they want what is in their own interest, like money, fame, and all that kind of stuff, I don't think we need a doctor because they can makeistakes, they are not Gods, only God can help you be free and happy in this world, the doctor is just a cheap imitation of something that can heal you, in reality we get sick sometimes but the body can face it, so without pain and struggle we would be just wabbling bubbles floating around the surface of the earth. 😅

Being a Leader

I always wanted to lead people, I think leading people is one of the most beautiful things there is, above being a writer, being a leader makes me happy because I can decide my own direction in life, but being a follower is also nice because you also have a sense of purpose given from the leader, so being a follower of the leader is almost like being part of the leaders mission and it is very good that the leader can make connections and make the people follow him where he goes, being surrounded by people is very nice and being followed by people is even better, you can start you leading journey today by just deciding you will be available to lead other people, we need leaders like me because we make things happen, we bring into existance what is not already out there, we innovate and create things that never existed before, this is what the definition of leader means: " We bring into existence what never existed before" we are the creators of our own world.

A Leading Man

 Since I was little I wanted to be a leader, it does not matter what you lead or who you lead, as long as you are number 1, I put a lot of accent on being number 1 for myself so I can lead people on the direction I want, I know for some on you , you may not believe that I'm number one but number one does not mean doing things first it also means taking responsability for the things you want to acomplish in life like being the CEO of my own gaming company in the future, I see this now because I look at a clear vision of myself leading a gaming company this is what I want this is what I wish I want to be part of the gaming company so bad I would do anything to achieve this goal, even if it means I have to fail a million times to get it right I will fail and fail and fail until I make it, I will gather up some money I need to make it true I will invest my time and blood and tears into making this dream a reality and I will own my own business in the end, I do not care about anything else , just my work and my connections and my tribe, I want to be the leader of my own tribe and don't care about anything else, I do not give anything for nothing, I give something for something, and this explains why I want a gaming company to make beautiful games for kids all around the world, video games were made for children and this is why I say we need to impregnate more women so we going to have more kids and we are going to have more players in the end, as long as there will be children video games will never die, so go out and make a lot of kids so they will play my video games in the future, and I will lead my team to Victory!

CEO of My Company

 I want to create a Corporation or a Company where I can create multiple video games, because I know the science behind it and I want to make it, I am in need of money to start my business, but my business will be like this : I have a plan where I can create a new MOBA game and new MMORPG and with the fusion of these two games I will conquer the world, I know there will be many difficulties like competition from the other gaming companies but it does not matter. I fight for my own, so I am raising money to build my own company, I don't have the name yet because the plan is not finished, but this is my dream and I will conquer it, as soon as I have the money to start my business I will do it as soon as possible, it may take me years before I start it but I know this is my dream and I will continue to fight for it, I will just take one step at a time, with my experience from working at Ubisoft, Electornic Arts and Gameloft, in Romania I decided to start my own company from past experiences, I also have a lot of gaming experience and not just working for these companies made me build up a system I can trust, so from working experience in the gaming industry and playing multiple online games I decided to start this business from scratch, money will come because I am currently working at Heroes of the Storm and as soon as I finish my research and get the funds I need to start up my business it will be ok. I am not just looking to be a streamer I am looking to become a leading man in the video game industry, started from World of Warcraft Activision Blizzard now I am learning new skills and new strategies as how I am going to win at what I am programmed to do, so buckle-up people because it will be a hell of a ride.

My Company

I want to create my own gaming company where I can make, invent and create video games, it will be an inovative company with multi vultural and multi language specifications to apply in, where I will develop my own games I will be the CEO and game designer in the company, I will hire the best programmers in the country and I will bring to surface the most awesome games, I will pay my emplooyes a great deal of cash and a salary plus some stocks of the company so they can receive a share of the profit, I will gather up the best programmers in the world and the best artists to make my game more awesome, I will also get cute girls who know how to draw so I can make an interesting visual artistic view of the game, I will hire artists and programmers so my games will be very futuristic and smart, I will gather them all around the world and not just my country, they can work from home, and I will makey vision a reality, I will own my own video game company starting today I will put my plan into action.

Heroes of the Storm

Money

I have been thinking on and on how could I make more money, I had a dream where I was rich so you know I can take that chance, my dream was to make so much money that it would be very hard for me to be poor again, I want to have a lot of money because I need to buy food and get more stuff that I like, I need money to feed my family and never have to go to work again in my life, I do not want to work for it at a regular job it would be very inspiring to me to make money the way I want to for me, not just doing stuff for other people and getting paid poorly for it, I know I can make some money in this zone, in this environment where I am standing at, but it will not be easy and it will not be fast, so take chances, take calculated risks, not to brag about who and what happend but to risk is to feel alive again, so I am seeking this new opportunity for me to investigate and know how can I get my hands on real wealth, how can I get my hands on a lot of money doing something I am talented at and not begging or seeking approval from others, I want to do my own this, build my own company and especially to take my own decisions in life.

To Wake Up

You know the movie "The Matrix" where they talk about Neo and how he was chosen to "wake up"? Imagine you are Neo and you choose to wake up, who can stop you? If you choose to wake up from a dream that no longer serves you, who can stop you? Again I am saying, if you want to make more money, who can stop you? And who can make you quit? Only you can do that, only you can make you quit. Only you can sabotage yourself into believing you can't do this. If you think you can wake up or that you can make more money from your business you can stop you? Only you can stop yourself, only you can sabotage yourself into believing you can't live a normal life, you can't escape fear, you can't wake up, you can't make more money. All I am saying is that we are in control of ourselves 100% of the time, so if you think you can't do something because it's too big or you got to be somewhere at 9 o'clock in the morning you are wrong, you can't do that because all you do is say you can't do it to yourself, I am calling out some people today who said I can't be this and I can't be that, I am who I am because I have chosen to be this way, I have chosen to follow those people who love and inspire me, if you are not being inspired by somebody you have to let them go, because to win you have to take chances, and the bigger the chances are the higher the reward, so take chances in life, smoke that cigar, drink that beer, go have some fun for a while and then come back stronger, my point is to be conscious of your actions you have to believe in yourself, it is true that waking up from a bad dream can make you feel uncomfortable but the way I see it taking chances helps you a lot because it makes you realise that life has more to offer than just a regular job at a bank or something like that, you have to take chances and step into the unknown for you to see the real life they talk about.

Making of a Legend

When I first introduced to League of Legends I thought "What a childish copy of DotA" but as I started getting into the game I thought "this shit has potential" so I played it, for a while I was good at it, but one moment and I snapped, I don't know how I failed but it took me several years to find out. I was doing something wrong , I was comparing League of Legends to DotA , that was my first mistake, the games are in the same family tree both beibg a MOBA but are quite different, as soon as I understood that I can't handle it i quit, but the game was still there, I thought to myself "What can I do?" There are people out there who can play way better than me I feel like shit, so I sought something simillar to LoL and found Heroes of the Storm, I love the game too much now to quit, so what can I do, if I have two games now, I'm not saying it's impossible to play both games but, I reached a level where I can do a lot of stuff but I am lazy, and that being said I admit I am lazy there is no doubt, to reach excellence I have to practice, so don't be surprised if you see me in League of Legends again, because it will be a hell of a ride 😅

The Awakening

My dream is that one day my tribe will follow me into the conscious (real) world and see the way I see things, we are different people coming from different worlds being united by a purpose, ir a goal, or a vision, or even a dream I would say, not all of us are aware of the fact that we are day dreaming (I know it sounds funny) but it is real, some people like myself (as a leader) I consider being a Leader of my tribe, my family, my loved ones, my video game, I consider myself a leader in what I do, ok, so you have a state of mind numbness it is called day dreaming or catharsys how I call it, it is a slow process indeed but imagine yourself being a caterpillar that turns into a butterfly, this is kind of the whole process, we are born caterpillars and try to become butterflies and then we die, it's not that simple, the process sometimes it is slow and sometimes it is faster, but it is hard to wake up from catharsys, I know, we are born slaves(as Morpheus said in the movie the Matrix) but we don't have to die as slaves, we can wake up, and I am here to tell you that it is possible, you can do anything you set your mind to, that is what someone said to me: "You can do anything you set your mind to, man) Eminem was and will be my real role model, I admired him since I was a kid, when I was little I knew I wanted to be like him, I knew he was something else, he's just beautiful man, he really is, but to wake up you have to face some facts, it won't be easy, but it will be worth it, try to enjoy the process and not be afraid to speak your mind.

Being a woman

From my point of view, as I am a man, from a man's point of view women should not say things like men do, I am not trying to censor women I am just saying that if a woman talks like a man it's not going to be good, you have to talk like a woman because you are a woman not a man, this identity crysis is common, as you talk like a woman, walk like a woman, smile like a woman and behave like a woman then you must be a real woman, what can I say? There is no difference between real women and fake women, like there is no real man and a fake man, there is just woman and man, and to be like this either you are a woman or you are a man, you have to behave like your gender because that is all you will ever have in this world, I am not changing anything about me because I love myself as I am, and I'm not saying you should change yourself but please I am asking to all the women out there, if you are a woman don't try to behave luke a man, because you will only end up shaming yourself more than you actually are.

The future

In the future I only wish I end up with a girl I love because life is too short not to love the woman of your dreams and I can only hope I find someone that I truly love and I can be open to because so many girls these days are not worthy of my love, I said this and I'm going to say it again "some women are not worthy of my love" I do not like to pretend to be someone I am not, I am not pretending to be someone, and I am who I am you can call me crazy and call me what you like, I only choose to speak of good and reason, I can't play a role just to fit into your world, I got my own world going around, so if you want to meet me in my own world it's fine, but I'm not going to leave my world just to fit into yours. So, the future will bring well deserved wealth and happiness to me and my family, I can only hope so.

Wishes

You only get one wish, and what would you wish for if you only got one wish? This is the hardest question for me because I do not know yet what I want but if I had only one wish to go I would wish I was rich, because when you have a lot of money things get really really easy and stuff like that. i always wanted to have more money than most people and not to prove them wrong but I can have money and still respect people around me, you know? If I had one wish I wish I had all the money in the world to give back to people who don't have that much money, I'm not saying I would save the world, but in a way I would definitely give back to certain people in my life, this is my one wish I would wish for, to never worry about money again, and have all the money I need to do anything in life, I think it's a beautiful wish because people don't hurt people because of money, there are a lot of sentimental issues that lead to hurting people but it's never for money, sometimes it is for personal reasons which I will not say here, but just so you know, if I had one wish, I would wish I was rich.

What is happiness?

Does happiness mean connection? Or what does it mean? What does connection mean? To be connected with other people, like spiritually speaking in the metaphysical way, you feel drawn to certain people sometimes and I think it is because of your feelings and your desire to stay connected to certain things in life, it is the law of attraction but what does it mean to be happy? To stay connected to those who you love and love you back or just to be in a way happy about your life and not being in denial of certain things, I am not good with girls, to say, but maybe those girls are not for you, and you can be good to the girls that fight for you, but if some girls want to fight you then you have to fight back , fight them, because the law of attraction can give you good stuff and bad stuff at the same time, so for me to be happy means to stay clear and stay aware of thi gs that are going on in my life and not to lose myself in the process that I am becoming this beautiful person I always wanted to be, to me happiness is seeking connection , seeking love, and just doing my own stuff, being creative, making art, just creating stuff from scratch, this is what makes me happy, being able to create something I only can do, if you understand this you will know what connection means to you and other people around you, so don't be afraid to fall, sometimes we fall just to get up stronger than we previously were and that is ok.

Love your life

To love and to be loved in return is the most beautiful thing in the world, too bad many people do not see this or do not know this but love is the most beautiful thing in the world, it makes you happy, it feeds your needs, it makes you smile, if you are not happy of what you do daily, if you don't smile often, if you are sad it is because you don't feel as loved as you would like to be because being loved is the most beautiful thing in the world, it does not matter who you are in love it, all it matters is the feeling they give you, that feeling is love, if you don't know what love is, now you know, love inspires people to be better and do better in life, love is what keeps them going, keeps them hungry and motivated to get what they want in life, love is what people need as fuel to live, love is life, and you should love your life and make it easy on you, you should not make your life harder and worse, you should make your life better not harder than it already is, and to be honest people don't know this, but you can't love everybody around you, love comes for those few people who apreciate you for who you are and love you back in return.

Crazy for you baby

I think in my imagination we all deserve a little bit of respect and if that is not possible for the moment we have to create our own respect, our own world of respect, for somebody to give us respect we have to earn it first, you know, we can't do what you say or even listen to your advices not because we don't care about them but we value our freedom the most, so instead of telling us what to do try to understand us first and after that you can judge whatever actions we take.

My thoughts in my own words I guess.

 This crazy world... sometimes I wish my parents knew english when they see what people do or what they say sometimes, it just fucks me over you know. Because nobody is perfect right? But some people abuse their freedom I think, they think freedom is doing what you want whenever you want and have all these theories and concepts about what freedom is, if you never been to prison , you don't know what freedom is, if you never been locked up, you don't know what freedom is, but we all seen it right? in 2020 with the corona virus lock-down we all felt how is it like to be locked for 20 days in a house without the possibility to go out any what so ever, so I take this chance to tell you that the corona virus in 2020 that lasted almost 2 years that whole madness like where people gone really really mad about it, we all seen prison back then, in those years, they told us to stay at home, don't go outside, it's crazy and after the corona virus madness ended they started a war with Ukraine, I mean these things are facts everybody knows them they are public, the TV and media talked about this non stop, so what do you think we not know yet? Cause you're crooks, cause all the presidents are a fking joke? we all know that, your nothing but a clown, and I say this to all presidents, there has never been a more lying and deceiving president like these we had in the corona crisis.

Pill Junkie

I took some medicine but I did not overdosed it, sometimes I take too much and sometimes the dosage is ok, I can't help it if I am sick or I was made to believe I am sick because of what happend, I'm guilty for loving women too much, even more than they deserved, and that love I had to my only woman today has just turned into a memory in the sand, I know depression hits hard, but taking medication for depression is harder, I sleep a lot most of the nights, in daytime I am mostly awake but, these pills I take make me very lazy, it just so happends that I can't give them up so easily and I have to face the fact that I wasted my last 10 years of my life taking these meds.

Mom and Dad

I don't usually write about my parents and stuff but I got to know the difference between love and unconditional love, lets say that you have a wonderful family that inspires you to do so much more than you believe you can, I always find my mother to help me out in difficult situations because I'm her son and my dad always tries to put me on a good direction in life, so growing up with both parents I think it helped me out alot because I know what to do and not to do I have known the difference between good and bad and evil and I know what works and what does not work for me, I never abuse alcohol I never go to parties where they use drugs and alcohol, I am a clean man I never abuse my language and I never make somebody feel like they are not worth my love, so for all the parents out there that are struggling in their families I can only say that having both parents makes life so much esier and fulfilling and honorable than having just one of them, always try to keep your family close because in the end they are the only ones who truly have your back, peace.

Finding a method or Creating a way

 Today I decided I was going to be rich, but I don't know how. It seems the harder I work the more I am getting nowhere, my work is not appreciated and I don't get paid at all, since I do it I expect payment, see? This is the power of work, the more you work the more you earn, but this is not normal, to work and not earn, I don't get paid I do this for nothing, so I expect in return something for my troubles because it becomes a feeling of unfullfillment if you know what I am saying, I work on and on and on and sometimes I need a time out because I can't put all my effort and energy in something that brings me back nothing

A Novel

 I don't know if somebody reads my articles or posts but here it is, I have been wanting to write something interesting for a while, like a book about something but I don't know what. I have been waiting for that book to hit me for a while now, and it never happened , I have been searching for books all over the city, I believe that I have the false impression I could hit a really good book and not knowing it, I am still searching after it but the books are mostly for kids now, I believe that no matter the age that you have you can still write or read a book, this is why I am writing this article and this may never be read by anybody but I want to show the world that I am capable of rational thinking and I do not believe everything that is thrown at me over the media and internet. My book would be a book that for lots of years has remain hidden for most of the eyes of the readers, I would not try writing a book that could have massive success but I would try to write a book that has a meaningful impact and could create a movement, this book of mine I don't know what to call it would be like a fairytale just like " Alice in Wonderland" if you have read it, I did, I do not believe that if you stop reading for a while you get less and less interested in reading, the proof is here, I could take some breaks from reading but in my mind I know it's the only way to grow, some people can't read and that's not my problem, I write for readers not people who prefer action or fighting or going to the gym doing what? I see that as a challenge for me because I can read for hours and never get tired, if you want fighting and sports go fight your brains out in battle, the real deal happens away from public eyes, so you never know what the protagonist is doing behind the curtains, while you choose to fight or box or just kung fu, I prefer a relaxing evening drinking my tea or my coffee and enjoying a good book, I know you are jealous of me because I can do this and I do not value any other opinion, this is not a negotiation.

Fight for what you believe in

 My point is this, you have to have some kind of purpose, a game, a video , music, something to motivate you to get up in the morning, something to aspire upon, it does not matter if it is big or small but you must have a purpose, you must have a drive, a dream, that something can pull you out into the world and let the world see you for who you are and not some fake image of you. That purpose is the reason I get up in the morning and I do what I do, that purpose has no correlation with money, my purpose is only I want to do this because this and because that, if you get up in the morning just to make money i think that is not my purpose it is your purpose, if your purpose is to make money then you will make a lot of money but if your purpose is to play a game or make music then money is second place right? I do not believe that you have to fail to succeed that is non sense if you succeed you could succeed by luck you don't have to fail to succeed , failure just as success has a certain possibility of luck so if you get lucky enough you could win with your first shot and if you get unlucky enough you could fail the first time, it has no connection one with the other it's pure coincidence, and the more you fail the more you get pissed off like : why am I failing , am I not good enough? and stuff like that, remember you have to have a purpose, and that is why you get up in the morning, meaning you go to gym or whatever, play some football or whatever that may be, you could run after money all your life too if that is your purpose, you see different people means different personalities and different successful stories, we need money but we don't want money, we need success but we don't want to fail, it's just pure luck or pure coincidence, and you could tell me you don't believe in luck, well I do believe in luck and I consider myself to be lucky enough to have a home and a family and food on my table I believe I'm a lucky guy to have all of these.

No Fear

Absolutely no fear I have now, from the medication I have took and now I am on treatment, I have absolutely no fear of anyone but my people are afraid, how can I help them break the pattern and break the fear that is holding them down like that? It is not a simple question because when you feel the fear in others this means you are connected to somebody on a different level and you know it is not your own fear because you don't have one, you just feel the fear of the people that follow you and that can be very challenging because they need to escape from the capsule they are in and you have to help them do that

Women

Ok people you can hate all you want, but I have to say that women are crazy most of them, most of them are crazy they speak only non sense if there can't be their way they just ignore me, they hate on me, they don't know what they want, they scream , they shout, they just go crazy, any rational human being can understand that women are really crazy, they do crazy shit they say crazy stfuu, it's a bunch of non-sense I don't understand them, and I do not want to understand them, they are awfull human beings and I hate the way they make me feel like I'm a second choice, I hate the way some women make me feel so all I can say is that karma has to get them to be real and not fake because some of them really hate themselves so I call it the woman hate, they hate themselves and I do not have the time to repair no broken woman so I'm just going to have to throw my feelings down the trash because these women ain't never going to change, they always are going to be this crazy and much more.