Pill Junkie

I took some medicine but I did not overdosed it, sometimes I take too much and sometimes the dosage is ok, I can't help it if I am sick or I was made to believe I am sick because of what happend, I'm guilty for loving women too much, even more than they deserved, and that love I had to my only woman today has just turned into a memory in the sand, I know depression hits hard, but taking medication for depression is harder, I sleep a lot most of the nights, in daytime I am mostly awake but, these pills I take make me very lazy, it just so happends that I can't give them up so easily and I have to face the fact that I wasted my last 10 years of my life taking these meds.