Romania, I love you!

As I walk home, a thought came into my mind, God I love this country, it's my country, I was born in it, I am a Romanian, I am proud of my belongings, I am proud to be in a country where you can express yourself freely without any judgment what so ever. I am proud of my homeland, I am proud of my president, I am proud of my life, my future, my past, my all, I am proud of myself for being here, I am proud of my home, my family and my friends, I am proud for just being alive and well here in my birthplace.

If I were a President!

If I were a president I would completely change Romania into other countries like Afganistan or Norway.

If I were a president I would do that for me or my country or the people I love, if I were a president I would #defund Trump, I would do it, I hate America and all Americans for the simple fact that they are filthy rich and we are poor as hell. America is a bad country to live in, I would suggest you move from America to other countries there is no place for me in America.

Me President Asethabalanar they would call me!

I would #defund all schools and put them on pipes and let all kids free their minds all by themselves not forced to learn if you want to learn something new it's up to you and if you want to be stupid you can be stupid all your life if you want to.

So the next chapter of my life is dedicated to me in the hope that I will find what I am looking for and that is money, love, and true happiness🙂

The King of a Thousand Suns

 Today I woke up happy, today I am a happy man, nobody can tell me otherwise, I just woke up to this amazing new world of mine which I created and it is all so beautiful and sweet, so marvelous and keen. We all love a good laugh but when you are pretty and you know it you might just want to be like me. I am a role model for kids and girls, somebody could get inspired after reading this I am a role model for all people, not just kids, you can carry around in the womb my children but you can't focus on hating me for no reason.

My kids will be the best children in the world even if I do not have children yet, I will have them someday, even if we like it or not. Children are important to us that is why we mistake kids for adults sometimes, they are newborn we cannot manipulate them they are as equal as we are, they can be very smart or they can be very foolish we cannot take into consideration the fact that people make babies and we have to make them too, like really, people make children, and we have to do this too for the sake of our world. I am the king of the thousand suns, I am the ruler of them all, I am machanga we invent words so they sound better on the camera, right? I want a wife and five children so they can take care of me when I die. I want my kids to be the best children in the whole wide world.

Am I crazy or not?

I just need to clear a few things up, people may say I am a little bit enthusiastic about this but I say they are all nuts. When calling somebody crazy or with a mental disease you have to figure out for yourself how did this person gets ill? You cannot say well you have a mental disease and that's it. You need proof for that, you need facts you need evidence. Getting in a fight does not make you mentally unstable, suing somebody because he stole your parking lot may cost you a few dollars but hey you can be mental too. If you wish to proceed on the realm of mental diseases I might suggest you focus on yourself, I know very well how this may turn out to be, politics that is, the government does not want you to be healthy they want to get your money. How do they do that? They Vincent fictional diseases and if you act in a certain way that is the pattern of schizophrenia, a mental issue. Mental diseases may vary from a point to another but burying a friend doesn't? I say they tell you you have a handicap because you're more gifted than they are, I say they make you retarded because you are better than them, I say they tell you you're a wreck because they are a wreck, not you dumbass, people project their own fears upon you, when somebody tells you you are crazy they are crazy because we can only see what we are we cannot think for somebody else, manipulation does not exist anymore it's just a word without a meaning. We can only see what we are and nothing more, find yourself, stay true to yourself, and never never give up the fight, cheers! 

I will be back soon

I have been thinking, which is the best, blog platform to write on if you guys know please tell me in the comments below.

I have been using blogger and WordPress now, my original website can be found at Asethabalanar this link.

I don't know why, and I don't know which is better but I have to stick to one of these while I write. Blogger or WordPress? If I think clearly I should go with Blogger because it is free but I cannot monetize it yet. WordPress gives me the ability to monetize my posts while on blogger I do it for free, at least for now. Blogger is free while WordPress is not. Blogger makes me write about poems while WordPress makes me write about ages and homes and people. I want a blogging platform that should last me a lifetime, I want to write my book of life like my diary.

Thinking this way I should choose blogger because it is more permanent than WordPress but this means I have to do it for free or I think I should do it for free at least for a little while.

While Blogger is free WordPress charges money more and more money for each individual benefit. While I cannot have a permanent WordPress website I should go for Blogger because WordPress needs money every year to keep my website on but what happens to my diary after I die? I want my story to last forever not just a lifetime, I want my story to go back in eternity, not just for a couple of years, I want my story to be permanent and free of charge for all to read it.

So this is why I am choosing Blogger for this, I could write on both of them for a while, but I have to make up my mind on which I am going to stay, Happy Haloween!

New People

This is the new year new me bullshit.

I came here on Blogger to get my shit together.

And eventually, I will get my shit together.

Yes.

This is me, in the purest of forms, continuing graduating and smiling to you guys.

This is the new me new fresh born me.

Reborn that is.

I believe in Karma and I believe that eventually, we all will get what we deserve in life, some of us get more of that some of us get less.

But society today does not work that way anymore.

Society today has it all backward.

Society today does not know or has forgotten the word respect.

We don't teach for the respect we preach respect.

We preach and teach the respect we want to receive in life.

We have goals, desires, plans, wives, kids, sisters, brothers, mothers, fathers we all have this.

We all are somebody's, somebody.

So when I say new people I mean man we really need to look out for each other you know what I'm saying because this thing called life, you only get it now but when it is all over what are you going to do?

What are you going to do when you know there will come a time when it will end?

Life is limited. Time is limited.

The universe is infinite.

Time is not infinite, our time.

We got a choice: to live free from poverty fear and regret.

Or to live a lie consuming eating and destroying each other.

The choice is yours, but I dare you, choose wisely because the road you might take will be so hard that you will sometimes want to quit it but you can't.

You cannot quit your job, your family, and your wife.

You just can't do that anymore.

Metamorphosis

This is the new year new me shit.

I want to tell you guys a little story of mine.

I was captured by pirates and I cannot escape from them.

Some of you might think I am crazy, but I am not crazy I am just me, just like a Shaolin monk.

I am the Black God.

Asian and black.

Black bears, black wildlife.

Everything and everyone are welcomed.

I am me I cannot change that, I can only change my attitude about it.

It sucks but that's just the way it is.

I am more than meets the eye, I am a Shaolin.

Hehe, he.

This is Asethabalanar speaking my new name.

Take care and spread peace, plant newborn trees, and life.

Be careful what you wish for because you might just get it.

We are the children of the earth

We are the kids of the earth and the earth is guiding us on our path, we cannot deny the fact that we love our planet, we are here to help the earth grow and be strong, we are here to heal and mend the earth we are here together to put the earth back piece by piece just like a puzzle, we are here to defend the earth from harm.

We are here to protect our homeland, we are here to cherish every moment of life as we live, may the earth guide my path as his will and the earth take good care of me if I'm ill, may the earth be my guide, may the earth be my voice, may the earth be with us at any time, may we save the earth from disaster and harm, may the earth live again, may the earth be my friend.

Healthy thinking

To live to think and to act healthy and to live a healthy lifestyle in order for you to do that you have to go out and enjoy the ride because health is more important than the pleasure I can suggest the fact that I can walk and talk like a monk and be the same as Buddha as he was when he was living.

Buddha made me healthy and made me understand my pain

Buddha is the reason I am telling you this, deep meditation and focus can come after this, think straight with no mistakes it can be hard first but after some time it will be better than before.

The thing with relationships is that when you meet somebody is that the one you want?

I am thinking well maybe but is that the one I deserve, I will say maybe again, you cannot be even sure of a person before you meet her and that is the fact that I don't judge, none, and no one.

Changes

I feel myself changing all the time, adapting to the environment in which I am.

No matter where you are you can adapt to change, it is futile to deny the fact that we all need this, in fact, it is in the human nature to change and adapt to his environment wherever you are, to live not to die.

Considering the fact that maybe we are unique in our own way I would like to call myself a Prophet of my time.

I would like to say that I am blessed with a voice not many of you have.

In fact, my voice sounds just like an echo.

In which voice do you trust? The good or the bad, the ups or the downs, the heaven or the hell?

You can tell someone to leave you alone but you cannot force somebody to listen to you.

This is my teaching to be a voice, not an echo in life.

We all have our own voices, we can say the truth or we can say nothing, this is the real truth in life.

If you cannot say the truth you should shut up until the truth is revealed to you in so many ways and forms.

I can congratulate so many of you for succeeding but I need to congratulate myself first in order for me to do my own work.

I have an ethical mind you know.

Liberation From The Comfort Zone

You look different, you act differently, you speak differently, you think differently, it's all about the change when you change you take all your burden away and throw that thing on somebody else's back.

You know that you trust that, it's your feeling, it's your gut instinct talking to you.

It's your survival instincts keeping you win, keeping you safe, keeping you alive?

Why do we have to go all through this hardship and change and pain and anguish just to erase some memories or bad habits of someone?

Why do we have to write every time the same old sentence just to be taught differently?

I'm just saying you know? 

It's hard, it's no easy job for just being you, yourself.

Keeping your shit together might be just the hardest thing you could ever possibly do in this life, I mean for real just look outside and enjoy the view, what do you see out there?

I'm just asking because this is very tempting to me as it is to you.

I might just go for a walk or something just to let you know how my day went because I'm feeling something and I don't know if it is love if it is pain, or if it is just fear of the unknown.

My own religion

My own religion is based upon, truth, forgiveness, and equality for an opportunity.

In my religion we all have a chance at life, we all have the right to live, we all have our lows and our highs, we all have our pleasures and our hurts, in my religion and the way I see it I was a mentor to you guys in the past but as a King, I will say that no matter how far you know you can go there is nothing more valuable and precious than time.

Time will always tell you the truth, time will always answer your questions, time will always heal you.

Time is more valuable than money time is more valuable than anything money can buy, time can even make you feel like you count in this world and it is ok to have a different opinion than others.

Time will tell you it's ok to live a life nobody understands, time will always tell you how to dream more and eat less. Time will always have your back, time will always be true to you because you are time and we are one.

Time will tell you how to manage your work.

Time will be there for you when you know you're not worthy of something.

Time will make you understand your own path in life, time will keep you up late at night and say to you in your head, it's ok to not sleep, time will tell you it's ok to not go to work, time will tell you it's ok to be different than others.

I want to be rich and famous

I want to be rich and famous one day, this day could come sooner, or this day can come faster.

But I have the courage to ask the universe for it. And if I want it bad enough I just might get it.

Someday I will be old and I want to think of myself as a caring, sweet, and forgiving man, not to tell you even wise maybe.

I want to be a wise old man at the time of my life there was a rupture between hearts and relationships.

I was charged for saying someone's name in a public video on YouTube and for that thing I deleted my whole channel because the police called me and that person pressed charges against me because I told her name in public.

This fame is not even something you can joke with anymore, I got loads of people reading and watching my shit right now.

I may not be the smartest man alive but I know I will manage to get through one way or another.

Forgiving

Forgiving is like forming a new healthy habit, you get rid of the old bad habits in order to form new healthy habits, this is the way I see it, It's just like cleaning your room or getting rid of the trash, that is why we get rid of the old like the old must die for the new babies to be born again, this is the circle of life when someone dies somebody is getting born.

That is the way to do it, it is just nature that's all I can say.

Nature believed in us to do good and we did well until we forgot where nature is, so we are now actually are in search of nature.

We are searching to gain back to our connection with nature in order to be healthy and live a healthy lifestyle and be fresh yet again man has driven far from its primordial truth and sense.

We have to go back to our roots instead of always pointing forward.

We must go back to where we were before all the things that made us weak happened.

This is our truth, our truth is inside us all, this means we all have to give it some meaning, no matter at what cost this is.

The meaning of life means fulfilling your dharma and let go of your bad karma for you to gain good karma.

This is the process of evolution, we get rid of the old to gain the new.

This process works in all stages of life all circles all systems and all matrixes.

This truth is also a paradox, why? Because some bad can also be good for somebody else, I mean if something bad happens to you this can mean that something good is happening for somebody else.

Please don't live your life as the victim.

Be the warrior you are not the sheep that you see yourself as being.

How to act on loneliness

I got these ideas in my head that makes me think I am all alone in this world and there is no one there for me at all times, I don't have anybody who to share all this knowledge with a person, a flower, a follower, just anything, not even a message back did I not receive people just ignore me all the time and think I am needy.

This is not true in fact this makes me write or make videos about what I think all the time like I'm some kind of Guru or God or Messiah, this is what I think of myself and the pure feeling of loneliness is just like a void who attracts nothing but pain inside.

This is how you feel when your heart has been broken before so many times by all the people you have ever loved and will ever love.

Nothing makes me feel this emptiness this void inside of me this black hole that I have.

Why I can't be happy?

I have everything I need and I'm still not happy with what I have, I don't even know what I need anymore, I got a house, a car, some money, two parents who believe in me, a little brother that hates me and what is left?

I feel like it's something missing I still feel it deep down inside to my core self.

I still think that something is missing from me but I don't know what, like it has been stolen or something like that.

I need more, I need more truth, more love, and affection, and pleasure, I need more life, I need myself now more than ever.

I need to know the truth of things that have been yet happened.

I need to know it all.

I need to know how things work these days, I need to wake up, I need an awakening to happen, I need you guys as much as I need myself.

But what is missing deep down into my core system?

It's like you're never there for me when I need it the most.

It's like you left me for granted.

It's like being abandoned by someone.

It's like loneliness when you are surrounded by people.

It's just like depression.

Dharma and The Tree of Life

I think my dharma is to plant as many trees as possible on this earth at no matter what cost.

The trees are the lungs of the earth, they need to breathe if we cut down the trees we have to plant new ones, this is the circle of life.

I think the planet needs more trees than people actually.

If we cannot plant them at least don't cut them down because probably in the near future you couldn't breathe oxygen anymore.

The trees of the earth are his lungs, the earth breathes from the trees, the world needs us as much as it needs it's trees if you plant a tree just know that whenever you do that you bring new life into this earth.

No ordinary

I am not your ordinary friend, I am not your ordinary dude, I am great, I am the greatest, I am the best, I am the most beautiful person you will ever meet, I am the God of all men and women, no matter the race or skin color I am the God of all life and living beings cone to me for peace quiet and love to all mankind.

I am the King of all, I am the universe combo ed into one entity

I am the one.

I am visible public and sharing with you guys my own knowledge and experiences.

This is my life, I am the ruler of my own life, this is my path, I am the ruler of my own path and my own way, I am the ruler of my own destiny.

If I fail you all fail with me, so never give up on your dreams no matter how big they may be.

The Genesis of My Name

I am going to sum this up because I might think that you guys should know where did I get my name from (Asethabalanar).

This name came up to me in a dream and the day after I was asleep and I woke up it just popped into my head like from nowhere.

I managed to break it down into two major World of Warcraft Wrath of The Lich King characters.

While I was a kid and until now I have had many dreams concerning World of Warcraft, this being my favorite game of them all.

I managed to break down my name into "Asetha" and "Balanar".

Asetha comes from the name of Arthas which I decomposed into being the initiative, and it went from Arthas to Asetha.

Balanar comes from the Night Stalker from Dota Allstars the first icefrog map of the Warcraft 3 The Frozen Throne game.

Balanar is a little bit more complicated than Asetha because it sums up a devil.

Balanar is from dota but has meaning as Mal'Ganis from World of Warcraft.

If you have seen or played World of Warcraft you might have seen that the name Mal'Ganis was the name of the Dreadlord which Arthas followed to Northrend to destroy.

In his journey to Northrend Arthas found Frostmourne the sword of the Lich King and Arthas became the new Lich King after finding his armor also.

Asethabalanar is a combination of both Arthas and Mal'Ganis is of good and evil just like the ying and yang.

Now you have seen my genesis and where does this name come from, it is myself in the pure form of evolution of growing up and growing old.

Preaching

I tend to preach in what I believe in, I do not want to lie, I want you all to know the truth of me and my genesis, I come from a poor family from the countryside, my parents fell in love and I was the first child of them, I have a brother named Andrei.

I and my brother get along very well.

I love him very much, he is just like me, instead, I was the firstborn.

I have to take care of my little brother because he is 18 right now and needs to go to college. I have to be his guide in life because my parents are old now.

I have to make my brother understand what freedom feels like, he is just a teenager now but I have known him since his birth.

I will always protect and love Nd cherish my brother because he is my family.

Bruce Lee is my inspiration and my mentor

It is very hard for me to spell it this way, but Bruce Lee was just like me.

He had the same will.

He had the same views on life.

He had everything he needed in order to perform well.

He had it all.

I am so sad that he died so suddenly and early in life.

I am so sad that he couldn't even say goodbye to his loved ones.

I am so sad that he did not have the chance to kiss his children and wife goodbye.

Culture and Truth

I slowly begin to realize the fact that culture and truth are evenly combined into one thing, and that is patience.

If you are patient with yourself you will do great things in life.

If you do not follow the rules of by the book that you read or need you do not practice.

This practical illusion seems very hard to make a cooperation with but I say that even illusions are real.

If you feel the need to contradict me you shall do it.

But if you feel the need to please me please be gentle with my own soul.

Not ruthless.

Forgiveness

When I find forgiveness I find my own soul.

I speak from my own soul, my own vibe, my own identity.

When I forgive I feel like a burden has been lifted from my shoulders.

When I forgive I feel like the world turns around to me.

When I forgive I feel like this planet earth is my home and I want to save it and protect it from harm and evil.

When I forgive I think about my appearance and whether I am beautiful or not this is the way I am.

When I forgive you I will stay by your side forever.

When I forgive you I will help you forever.

When I forgive you I will cherish every moment with you by my side.

When I forgive you I will stop doing you wrong.

When I feel the need to forgive somebody I feel the need to respect other people's opinions on how they act and the karma that they have.

Forgiveness means giving back to the people.

Not stealing their belongings.

Pharaoh's Way

Pharaoh's Way ideology is based on trust and truth.

We all want to speak our truth no matter how hard it would be.

We praise the truth of everything.

We are and stay true to ourselves.

We are and we must stay true to oneself.

We are and must go in a way where we can find the truth of everything.

I walk the path of forgiveness and truth.

These are the core principles of the pharaoh's way.

Forgiveness and truth.

This is my path.

I use this truth as a baseline and a core foundation for my religion.

I am not a ruthless person, I have my flaws but somebody has to do this.

Because somebody needs a tribe of their own.

I am the leader and founder of the Pharaoh's way.

I may find myself in difficult situations like adversity but life is always made of problems.

We must find a way to solve them.

We must find our path to forgiveness and truth.

We must find illumination.

The prophet

Before you diagnose yourself with cancer and dyslexia think about these three forms of forgiveness that you may require during your lifetime:

The first one is to take responsibility for your own actions.

The other one is to start removing bad habits from your life.

And the third one is always using your powers for the good of mankind and all living creatures.

These three characteristics will make your life better, will make your life more secure and expendable, and mostly, who does not like to live a good healthy life? 

I would like to live a life of prosperity and integration into society in such a form that is the concept of society as a whole as a country and as a religion based on moral standards rather than sacrificing other living beings for the love of God stop the killing sprees of the living ones.

It is my time

It is my time to shine now so shine on, wherever you are, use my system as a guide follow it trust it, implement it and always but always be yourself man be proud of you you are don't let anybody say you ain't beautiful, I forgive you and I will love you always, with love, Asethabalanar,

The Pharaoh

My own religion

My own religion is based on trust, compassion to other human beings, and love.

My own religion is called The Pharaoh's Way, considering the fact that I admit that I am a Pharaoh reincarnated into a human being, I am the God of the sun alive.

I worship the sun as I worship other living beings.

The foundation of my religion is compatibility, trust, integration, reflexes, and a keen eye on progress.

My religion is a new and modern religion and it is based on compatibility, trust, foundation, the basics, and spiritual enlightenment.

When the time is right you will all follow me on my path to enlightenment as the way I see it.

Being a pharaoh is like being a king, I am the king of my own noble aspects and religious views, I believe in the afterlife, I believe in reincarnation of life, I believe and trust in nature to be my guide in this life and the others, I believe that I am here with a purpose to found the new religion called Pharaoh's Way.

It is the way that makes all things possible it is the way that light forms from the dark it is the way that the sun shines through the day.

It is the way of the sun and the eclipse and the moon and the stars it is the way of the universe combined into human form.

I am here to present you my own religion into my own system and facts and the matrix we live in, this is the world as we see it today, this is the modern religion created by me for all modern people and for the people who follow me through success.

I believe

I believe that we are interconnected beings, I believe that what a man does by this meaning what is the cause of the word "to do" like actions.

I believe that the actions of a man in such a manner is actually interconnected with other beings, I believe that what I do in this world affects all worlds.

I believe that the ideas in my head can not be my own every time.

I believe in the exchange of ideas starting from point one.

Questions

Many people ask me why do I do this and why do I do that, and most people do not understand the concept of being a God, I was born yes, I have a mother and a father and a big united family, we all respect each other and try to do our best to make progress in this world.

The questions that bother me are like the ones you see on TV they are largely well misunderstood as the concept of watching TV does not comply with me.

I will not sit on my back and watch a show I do not even like even if many people think that this is entertaining.

The concept is that the TV is not a source of education but a source of entertainment.

And this is the 21st century, and we need to take care of our bodies and even our minds, we cannot see or behave as we see in others and their actions on a screen that we cannot even control.

I have learned it the hard way

Today I have learned it the hard way how is it like to have nothing.

Today I have learned that money is the fruit which makes everything and anything possible,

Today I have learned that the fruit of money the tree of money is in fact a tree that never dies.

Today I have learned that money is immortal and the exchange of currencies is immortal too.

Today I have learned the fact that the more you have the more you can give, today I have learned that something that makes me happy can make another one happy too.

So if you are trying to be happy and make it through life you have to be strong. Maybe the strongest man alive to succeed through this life of adversity.

Today I have learned the hard way that karma never ends also, today is the day that my life changed forever, today is the day I will recognize the fact that I am not immortal but my spirit is.

Today I recognize the fact that I will be reborn somewhere somehow somebody.

Today I will know my future destiny.

Our destiny is in our hands and our hands only.

Go in peace friend.