Two Problems

I got two problems: too few pennies and too much drinking, I like to drink water and juice and I don't have enough money to buy them, If you see this tap me out and if you don't grab me in, if you can, but you can't so I know and you lose because you are afraid of what people tell you to do, you can't stand on your own two feet, too afraid to be on your own, you will never be aan fully grown , if you want something fight for it and never let it die, if you don't want it just give up, life is full of quitters who tell you how to do your job, fuck them and do it anyway, you don't care of the consequence you just hate them, then just hate them until you die or go insane, I don't care, evil will spread its arms, only God can save us now.

Rap God

 I rap about it on my videos on youtube you can watch me how I did rap god in 6 minutes, forever alone, why? because i like the song, it fills me up when I'm down it gives me the motivation I need to succeed I know what I want to be, what about you? Can you do it? Find your own purpose in life and just do that, everything else is too expensive for my taste, just go with the flow and you will find magical things in your journey, keep the peace and love your life, it's the only one you got so far, keep playing guys!

Medication

I take medication for my illness and sometimes it feels like it's too much for me, I want to get less because it feels like I'm getting too big for my anxiety, and so on and so forth because I am taking too much kedication I could be delusional sometimes, but I feel great, don't judge me for my choices because you don't know what I been through to get here, I just wanted to say this: I am still on medication because the doctor said I should be, and I don't know when I will be free of it, but rest assured I do very well with them now because there is no enemy but myself I am fighting for.

Revenge for my father

 My father is dead, his soul is asleep, I am concerned about this because I have nothing to do with it, I tried everything I could to help him but I did not know what he had because he never told me, he's just like a zombie now, he used to have depression but he never spoke to us, his family about it, he tried to get cured but you can't cure depression in 6 months, I had depression also and I am still fighting it, but he gave up, too soon too fast, his father also had depression and died taking medication, this will be my future too if I do not take the correct medication for my illness, some of us never make it, I have the perfect example in my house, his knees can't hold him anymore and I am afraid something bad will happen to him, he gave up the moment he chose alcohol instead of medication, he choose beer instead of the antidote he choose sickness instead of the cure, that is so bad and so unfortunate to see good men die like this, it's such a hard life and he only makes it worse by drinking with his friends, I will never agree on this type of atitude towards my family, if he wants to leave us then so be it.

A New Game

 I wish I can find a new game to play, or maybe a mobile game, I have to find something new to work on, I've been working on Heroes of the Storm for years and I still like it but I wonder if there is anything else out there to play, until I find out it will be a mistery but today I am going to take what I have and I have to go with it until I find something worth playing, Heroes of the Storm taught me a lot about video games but today I will go on and on, I wish I had some great idea on what to do with it, but I don't know yet, I have to grow with it or else I die, and I don't want to die, I want to survive so the past is not real, the future is coming and we live in the present moment, we have to take what we have and make something about it or we will die if we do not unite, I have to do this for the safety of my people, my people playing Heroes and my people playing other games, shout out to you guys, you are the best, Peace!

This is Freedom

 Now I know what Freedom is, truly freedom is to be able to fly like birds, the birds are free because they can fly, and I had a dream I could fly like Superman like a bird, without a plane, just grow my wings and fly away, that was my dream, to be able to go where no man has gone, in the air, looking from above at the space the distance and still feeling the air through my veins, like a toad, like a bird, like an animal be so free that you can touch the stars, there are millions of galaxies over there you never know where you will end up, but freedom for me is being able to fly away wherever you want, not feeling gravity, not being affected by gravity, this is freedom to me just go up in the sky and never come back.

Leading my people

 As a leader I have the responsibility to ensure that my people live safely without too much risk, we don't want to die or lose ourselves in this process called life so in order to avoid mistakes we have to unite and think in a way as a team, as us, not just I, so we have to think like a team so how do we grow how do we improve our talents and so on, this is the right thinking, as a team, not as a person, as multiple persons, like a group , but this group can only be formed with thinking and inducing into the mind the commands that you need to work, you need to get money, you have kids, you have to provide, we need a victory and another one because my people are hungry and I am their advocate and if they do not have the tools to put their ideas into immortality I will be their guide to the light.

The Storm

 You know what I am talking about the storm? The Storm is calling, sometimes you need a little push to wake up from the Storm, you make waves and you call up the clouds and sometimes we need more riders on the storm to make things happen, while some people ignore the storm some ride on it , the clouds they make it happen and some of them are afraid of it, but there is nothing to be afraid of you need the money to survive but you need a home also some place you belong and sometimes it comes sometimes it doesn't, to be creative means to find new ways of making money to survive, money is a survival tool if you know, you know, we need more women and we need to stop slacking and we need to work on something, either you are working out or you are chilling you have to do something to get yourself unstuck you know what I mean? The Storm yeah it's calling but not everybody will answer some are lost forever while some come back to life, that's just how it works.

 

Blaze

 There is a Hero in Heroes of the Storm which is called Blaze, it has flames which it bursts out into the enemy, you could say it catches fire, but he is also like a fireball going through enemies you could compare that to Ragnaros which sends Lava waves down the lanes, it's crazy how people confuse these two but they are quite similar and both can use flame as a weapon, Sulfuras Hammer can deal damage and heal him but to be stronger it needs regeneration globes, these health potions help your immune system regenerate health so you look younger and never age, this is funny I think we all need kind of a thistle tea, but it was on my mind to create some kind of potion I mean some kind of regeneration mechanism which is used in nature to keep you young and I think it is possible not just to look in the mirror but to feel yourself getting younger and younger, I read this in a book one time that you could cheat death by staying forever young people will never know the difference because you may be 30 but you look 18 so this is funny why people want to age when they can be forever young? asking them?

Smoke Them

 Anybody here tried to smoke cigarettes and find out they are some sort of different when you smoke them because you can go buy one from the store and start thinking, man oh man this cigar is way better than oxygen why do we suffocate ourselves with smoke? I took this from a Mayan tribe who used to smoke the pipe of peace, and it's my invention, when you smoke with somebody it means that you are friends and create a bond, I don't know about alcohol but I smoke to calm my mind sometimes the world swirls around me pulling me into a void I don't know what and I get this feeling of being complete sometimes as a whole, for me smoking is relaxing and I really don't know about you but it makes sense when you try it, I don't think it's bad, it can be bad for you when you overdose or smoke too much but in the end you smoke at your own pace, to be quitting was not an option so sorry I said that too late

League of Legends

 My personal opinion on League of Legends is not a good one unfortunately, because sometimes I feel there is too much  conflict going on in there and I'm not sure the players are mature enough to get the job done, but I can say my personal opinions about it because I have one idea of how might League of Legends work and it sounds great, check me out, when you try to make a team you actually try to get some items and gold before getting too much level because you need items and gold as well as level so when you try to do so, you need to farm gold, and experience, but when you fight you fight for your own level gold and experience not for the whole team, so this is a problem that should be solved somehow because you actually have to carry the whole team and if you can't then who is to blame for that? no one, and why is that? because sometimes when you go solo on a lane or try to do something all by yourself, you don't have a side man to take care of you if you fall, so this is why you need to go double bottom with support and carry and would be nice to go double top also because if you die, there is still someone there on the lane to take care of the tower, so the strategies may vary but sometimes you need a real player to take care of things not just a fucking joker messing around with the game by non participating in the battle.