I am the leader of my own tribe, I am the ruler of my kingdom

Follow me, follow me when I tell you this.

Follow me into greatness and beyond greatness.

Into a world unseen before.

Into a world of academic studies, into a world of knowledge, into a world where the brain and the heart and the body and the spirit and the soul is only one being.

Follow me into a world where anything is possible, follow me into the shadows of reconciliation and misfortune and regret.

Follow me aside the beings that regret not doing instead of doing, follow me besides the fact that I can control my own destiny.

Follow me wherever I go and you shall prosper, follow my footprints and you will never walk alone, be like me and you will never regret the day you were born, be like me and you shall be invincible and invisible to the naked eye. Be like me and you shall forever walk the path of redemption, be like me and you shall forever walk beside the giants of this world, be like me and you shall follow greatness in you life , heart, body, mind, spirit, and soul. You shall be great only if you follow me, you shall engange into doing great things with me by your side, you shall conquer the world only with my help you shall be the king of the world only by my side with you in the darkness of my shadows.

Shaolin showdown, this is it, follow me, be like me, grow up, be faster, smarter , more quieter, be like lightning my friend, be water be air , be wind, be light, be lightning strikes into the storm of the seas.

Be like the water tha flows continuously upon the naked eye of the storm.

Be like the storm and wind and cloudy mountains where precipitations runs down to the earth like inward into a big massive kaleidoscope figure, you shall know regret if you don't follow me or rule by me or stay by my side, I deserve peace and respect to give you all of this, all part of me , all my tribe, all my future plans depend on my people's will to succeed. We shall not die because we believe in reincarnation and we shall be reborn.

We shall rebirth here in this place or else in any other place, we are like the phoenix bird, reviving from the ashes of the unknown and the unseen forgiveness of the world.

I am the Dragon, The Bruce Lee

As you can see my dragon tattoo I am the real Bruce Lee.

I have his memories, I have his mind, I have his spirit, I miss my home China.

I miss Asia and asian people.

I miss my Japanese tribe I miss my asian tribe.

I miss them all and I love them.

I love my kids my children.

I miss my asian people.

I miss my homeland.

I miss my tribe.

I miss leading my people to greatness.

I miss leading someone.

I miss being the leader in martial arts community.

I miss martial arts.

I miss them all.

I miss my life and my wife, I miss you so much I know you have cried so much for me and I love you for that.

I love you for everything that you are to me.

I love you for the peace you bring into my life.

I love you for being my wife.

I love you for being you at all times.

I love you forever for never disrespecting my family.

I love you so much for everything you gave me.

I love you for always being there by my side when I needed you the most.

I love you for loving me at my worst and difficult times.

I love you for the times that have passed between us.

I love you for the time I missed the time when it was over.

I loved the way I missed you.

I loved you, I loved all of you my fans forever, I loved everything about you even your body and soul.

I loved the way you treated me as a person because today I am stronger than ever before, I loved you for the reason you gave me when I was down on my knees begging for forgiveness.

I loved you for everything you just couldn't do.

I loved you every time you mispronounced my name.

I loved you for the fear you gave me when I was little, I loved you for always teaching me how to improve myself, I loved you for always being there by my side when I need you the most.

I loved you for the first time in my life when I saw your beautiful blue/green eyes that I see right now.

I loved you from the moment I saw your face.

I loved you from the beginning of time.

I loved you from the end of time to the beginning of time,

I loved you in between time as well.

I have loved you always.

You will forever be remembered in our hearts and minds Bruce Lee, forever in our souls you shall remain.

God bless you Bruce...

I miss leading my tribe to greatness.

Forever Bruce Lee.

For my Kingdom.

For I am the King of my Kingdom.

I am the leader of my tribe.

I am the Leader of my universe.

A prayer for the black people

By the Ankh you shall stand, being protected from harm, and the Cross may be your guide, in hard time and hardships, May The God of the Sun be with you always black men and women because you are loved, you shall fight this tyranny and you shall succeed in victory.

You shall fight your own wars black men and women, you shall be discriminated against your own color of your skin.

But God Tutankhamun may be with you at all times, May Asethabalanar release his blessings upon the black people and raise them up to the sky and heavens , because black nations shall unite and form a new country, a country of their own power, a country where they will rule over all.

May God Asethabalanar the Pharaoh protect all black men and women and children of color and never make them suffer and heal their deep wounds and never make them cry again.

Rest in peace my people I love you so much.

With love Asethabalanar.

Take me out of here

I had a dream a few nights ago.

I was at my countryside and I was on my face with my arms in my chest and two shadows were standing beside me and they were holding something on my spine and in that moment I could not move I was paralyzed but I could manage to send a text message to someone and I texted " Take me out of here" and after that I woke up in the same position I was sitting when I was dreaming, it was an awful nightmare so intense I was almost sweating, I could never tell what was the real deal anyway who were those shadows anyway and what did they want from me.

To haunt me in my dreams.

I keep having nightmares so I choose not to sleep anymore I am so afraid that if I go to sleep I might die in my sleep so I'm very scared of resting.

Eventually out of exhaustion I will fall asleep but I want to do it in a natural manner not with medication, I want to fall asleep when I am tired not when I'm drugged.

Prescription drugs are the worst man especially when you are obligated to take them by your family.

This is my story, the story of the name Asethabalanar which will remain in everyone's memory.

I will be brief with you guys I am not telling you all of this to show off this is real life I am real and this is real living, we should not take for granted any life because you might never know when it is our time to pay the bill.

Allot of our problems would disappear if we act right

Medication is a slow death it is not a plant they are made from chemicals which go straight to your nervous system.

And combined with these substances they react in your brain and make you feel weak and angry, medication is slowly killing us it is slowly killing our bodies.

Medication makes us feel a slow and painful death.

That is why I hurt so much because I am on medication but I won't take those pills forever man, I swear I won't one day I am going to make a new life chemical free from these pills and any chemical substances or medication any doctors give me.

So based on true facts you can always find a natural way to deal with your problems, for me I found writing, for you?

I don't actually know yet.

This can mean alot of things right now but my main point and objective is that when you take these pills you're not thinking right anymore you're not thinking straight anymore, you live in a dream world, your life is like a dream you need to wake up from.

This is the way I feel, when I am on these pills I feel tired all the time I feel sleepy I feel exhausted I feel breathless, and what does the world do in return for me?

Nothing, so nothing I say to you right now, enjoy the nothingness.

Why do I love the Truth and being Real?

Why would I love the truth of being real and honest with you guys?

Why would I love any truth?

Why would I love and choose to always say the truth and speak my mind from my inner voice?

From God's voice, this is God's voice my friends, I am representing God, I am representing the Pharaohs

I am representing Amun Ra.

The God of The Sun.

Amon Ra, or Amun Ra I am representing Amun.

God speaks through me each and every words is God's doing and through my person God shall do it's earthly work.

I am sent here with a purpose, to build a Kingdom so vast that they will never forget it, and I will realize my dream, my dream of ruling my Kingdom.

I will realize my Dream of Being a Pharaoh.

I will go back in time if I have to and do anything I have to to get back to the Pharaoh I was and pull that Pharaoh that I was back into the future.

I have faith in the truth, I have faith in the future that will all go well and smooth and nice and happily ever after.

I have to pull that dead Pharaoh back into the future into the 2020 and Make him KING again.

Make me KING again!

I need to be a KING.

I am THE KING.

The Pharaoh the myth and the Legend.

So Speaking my truth to you guys really asking me this in all the ways possible, I wish and want to never lie to you guys about this, I wish I could never speak a lie.

I wish I could tell the BRUTAL TRUTH every time I have the opportunity and the occasion to do it.

So when you see me speaking the truth to you.

Just say Amun Ra has come into your life.

Please respect my God and My Religion because this is all that I have left in this World, I am close to Amun and Amun is close to me, So with his help we shall succeed in build our Kingdom, our peoples KINGDOM, for all people no matter the race or color of the skin, Black , white, hispanic, asian, red, gypsy, indian, jew.

Our Kingdom is for everybody who wants to share knowledge to one another and just be friends and live in peace and harmony together as friends.

Our kingdom consists of rules it does not have hierarchies it is just Leader and people , we are the same man, you and me, we are the same.

We our leader and us all have one thing in common, our love and deeply and madly passion for The Sun.

We all do, we all have the most common passion of them all, The Sun and the Stars and The Summer, and the Night obviously lol.

So when I say my Kingdom I refer myself to the sun, the summer, and the night. These three summer time, night and Sun maybe even the moon hehe.

But as I am asking you I wish and deeply want to always speak the truth no matter how much it hurts me or somebody else, yes the truth can hurt, but regrets are a whole lot stronger then actually speaking the truth, so always choose truth instead of regrets.

Peace y'all and have a great day, for love man.

The Second Lesson ( Symbolism and Chakras)

The second lesson I am going to teach you guys is about symbolism and chakras.

What do you guys think about ying and yang?

What do you guys think about the pyramids?

What do you guys think about the cross?

What do you guys think about the Ankh?

Let me tell you about the Ankh he is like the cross of the egyptian Gods.

It is not a cross to be crucified on it is a symbol of egypt and the pyramids.

It is a symbol of prosperity and integration.

It is a symbol of peace.

It is a symbol of balance, it is a symbol representing the Sun God.

It is sacred to all egyptians and old kingdoms like the egyptian dynasties that were before Christ.

It is very old an ancient and I wish I could buy an Ankh symbol or I wish I had an Ankh tattoed on me.

This to be honest would make me very happy and fulfilled.

Al egyptian Gods make me smile.

So if you are a God watching this you should represent your dynasty and family through hard times and do not let anyone tell you otherwise, just fight back man you deserve it.

All people deserve it, especially egypt does.

We rule man, This is our Kingdom, We live in peace, We do anything We Want, We are and will forever be so free of chains and pain.

We Will Forever Live In Full Peace and Full Prosperity Forever.

Your first lesson (The Omega Speed)

This being your first lesson with me I will show you how to contact your inner spirit.

I am Asethabalanar or Asha'bellanar, you do not need to worry about anything.

I am one and the same person as I was in the past so worry less and love more.

My first lesson will be conceived in showing you how to contact your inner spirit.

Your inner spirit in in your upper torso of your body in the abdomen rising up to the top of your head.

So this teaching is for beginners only when you see and feel your inner soul you shall see new progress flowing inside of you just like a river flows down the stream.

This cannot take place in an action of slow motion of distraction of any sort.

It took me years to figure this out by myself and it is really hard to do, when you reach this stage or point in your life you no longer care what others might think of you you just act, do or die, think or perish this is my motto of the day.

So do first and ask questions later.

Just imagine your upper torso being strangulated by evil forces of the necromancers of the world and you will feel the depth of the incoming fire that will burst from your own chest.

It is like an explosion of brutal force of love you feel like your spirit has exploded into a million fractions of a second and you feel like bursting into nothing and everything at the same time.

Imagine your soul exploding on short terms, this is spirituality so hold on to your balls while you feel the fire go through your veins and DNA.

The short term for this is called spiritual awakening.

And it's happening all over the globe.

People start to wake up and they wake up faster than we can ever imagine it happening.

The rush is so hard and so fast you never see it because it is faster than the speed of light it travels invisibly through every human being on this planet in the fraction of a second.

It comes so fast you never knew it was actually there in the first place.

The speed is faster than any speed we currently know and I don't know how to call this speed.

It may be omega speed or ultra speed the speed of sound is slower than the speed of light so it cannot be slower than the speed of sound because it is faster than the speed of light, this sums it up real quick.

So I will call it omega speed because it is the speed that stars burst and stars collide in it.

This is the speed of the soul. It is in another dimension and you can never see it unless your mind is ready to comprehend it.

But people do not think well enough of this speed because they never have seen it before in their lives.

I see it, but only with my minds eye.

It is happening all around us.

This speed exists in this universe and it's very fast.

If I can ever reach this speed I will tell you but in this moment I am currently seizing it in this moment.

And I'm trying to comprehend with my mind the magnitude of it's power.

This is a short explanation of my first lesson called The Omega Speed.

Invented by me Asethabalanar or Ashe'Bellanar as you might call me so.

My name is not from this place so don't bother asking me where did I got it from.

Just be thankful for the info I just provided you with, and go get along with your fellow humans and animals, be good all.

With Love Asethabalanar (aka Ashe'Bellanar)

The Artist of Life

I can no longer call myself a human being after writing this article.

I feel exhausted and exuberated , I feel like a machine I feel like a robot living in today's society where nobody actually care about themselves. I no longer want to live in this feeble world of fake promises, manipulation and greed.

I do not longer want or deserve to live in a world where society listens to the law instead of their own human manifestation on this earth, I no longer deserve to be called a human being because I no longer deserve to be pampered by mommy into believing it will all go smooth in the end.

There is nothing more brutal than a mistake done twice, there is nothing more painful than a double death.

There is nothing more painful than a gemini dying so when I die I want it to be spectacular with fireworks and everybody to tell me before I pass away how much they will miss me in the end, because death is like never seeing it coming and dying so unexpectedly might alter someones perception of reality.

You cannot encourage death but you cannot avoid it either, either you work with it, either you die forever.

This is the end. This is what I would like to call the end, of us.

To die means to live in such a manner that after you pass away you will not be forgotten or regretted . You will not be mistaken into being somebody you are not you will not let other people feel the pain of your consequences for your own actions and misbehavior you will not let other people drag you down to their level and beat you with experience, you will not die because you have conquered death so many times before and you will conquer death yet again in this lifetime .

I have met so many wonderful people in my life and I do not wish for them to miss me, I wish they could all see the real me behind all this drama, trauma and hate that bears down upon us all.

The reason why I am asking all of this from you and writing so much as I spoke earlier is that no matter what form you take in the human form you obey the human laws or the laws you should obey.

At least you make your own rules for living and your own living laws and you manifest them onto others for other to live by them also just like you live by them yourself.

This can deal a reasonable amount of damage to someone if they are not prepared, but I am prepared for any unseen consequences I may find.

So whatever life may throw at you, you just have to be prepared for it and catch the ball while it's still rolling, this is my final warning to you guys, avoid the war, take your medication, take your weed, and move on and be happy, go live in the woods or something, I don't know.

The art of living past peoples expectations

I am a cool guy you know?

And me writing like this really makes me feel a hell lot of good.

Because women might not like or love me but I love women so that is enough for me.

Women might think I do not deserve their love but that is actually not true.

When you are deeply and madly in love with a woman you might never know what she is up to.

She can cheat on you, leave you and even betray you, she can hurt you she can drive you insane and really mad.

But that is what women are made for, they are not made just for love, they are actually made for all of these things, like cooking, cleaning, making a sandwich, having heavy sex with you while she is in the bathroom and in the bedroom also.

You can have heavy sex with a woman in the bathroom, in the bedroom, in the kitchen, on the sink, on the washing machine, under the bed under the pillows.

You can have heavy sweaty so called sex with her wherever you want, my point is to never let her go, just love her until she cums that should do the trick for you guys.

Hope you enjoyed my writing spell book.

And I will see you briefly after this one.

Just make sure you make heavy sex with your woman every time you see her wearing clothes or naked it does not matter just do it because you might never know when she will actually come back to you eventually.

All good deeds in one place my friend.

Have peace and well being to all of you.

Good bye.

Art is a way of survival

Do you know what do I like the most about Art and Art Form?

Is that it never dies, it never fades, it never goes away it's always by your side no matter what and no matter if you are afraid of it or not. He and she are always there looking after you in your darkest and nighty night times.

You will always see art and artform like a piece of jewelry from where do you start by making art?

Where do you begin when you make the art?

How do you start it?

These are ideas that come up into my mind sent by various artists around the world in an attempt to make me see the big picture more clearly.

So what do we do with all this art? our art? our artform.

We change it, we make it more intense, we make them see feelings, so to me expressing art in artform for people is like them actually seeing my feelings.

I pull my heart out to them for them to see it more clearly, for them to see all my scars and bruises, I pull my heart out for you so you can love me with all you have left in your body and your soul.

All you have left within you belongs to me and only me right now.

Damn it I just felt so squeezed by this.

My penis is in a tight place right now and the girl is coming , she is cumming right now.

So ok darn it.

Let's leave it all behind and run away from all of this, let's run away from the world.

Let's run away from everything and everyone, let's build our own houses in the woods and never come back, let's live by ourselves for ourselves in the woods and in the jungle, let's get by to our primal roots let's get by to our ancestors.

Just like the book the call of the ancestors, have you seen it?

I know it because I have it in my home. I have allot of books I can share with you guys and I can share allot of my ideas with you friends, my friends, my actual, living friends not the dead ones because I also have dead friends too you know?

So in this mirage that I am living right now the only possible question I can think about is how to make someone love me for the person I actually am not for the person I wish I was or I wish I could be.

The only reason that I am writing because it is that I want to get down into history with my writings, I cannot do this once more.

I cannot think of my self as a selfish beggar who needs to draw attention to himself any longer. 

I cannot beg for love and I definitely cannot beg for money so if you love me send me your best love and if you hate me send me your best hate, but if you send me money, be thankful for what you have because you might not ever get it back from me, this is my soul and bones I put into this so please be careful with your lives.

I hope I will meet you again, wish for the best, all love.

Be quiet be patient all things come in good time.

Time is infinite for the seeker but time is limited for the fool so choose wisely your own vision of life.

True Love and Beautiful People

What is the meaning of true love?

What does true love actually mean?

Do we love one another?

Or do we hate one another?

Does love lie?

Does love say the truth?

Can you love a lie?

Can you love truth?

Can you die loving somebody?

Or can you live a lie loving somebody?

Does love lie?

Does love love?

What is love?

What are we to say this to you?

What are you to speak about love?

What are we to even know what love is?

Who are us to even know what love is?

Who are we to even feel love?

These questions came up in my mind as I was loving somebody the other day.

It was just mesmerizing how things can change and shift and take other forms that they were yesterday.

Love is actually the absence of fear.

You cannot love somebody if you fear them.

As you cannot fear somebody when and if you love them.

Love has nothing to do with fear.

Love actually is the absence of fear.

And true love can only come from the absence of fear by fear itself.

You cannot love yourself if you fear yourself.

If you are afraid by yourself you will end up all alone with nobody to love you anymore.

This thing happens when you are afraid.

When you are afraid you feel lonely, but when that fear dissipates into the netherfield. You feel only love, and this can only come if you get rid of your fear, you cannot get rid of that fear when you hurt someone or some thing.

You can only get rid of fear by only trying to protect the ones that you love, and by protecting them you are serving a greater cause, a better cause than you can ever possibly imagine.

Protection in all forms are the supreme aspects of loving somebody.

When you truly love someone you try to protect them by all means.

But what does it happen when somebody does not want to be protected by you?

This means they still live in fear and doubt eats their soul alive.

When you are afraid and you know you are you feel only shame and regret and it kills you inside for knowing this.

You are no longer a mortal when you get rid of your fear.

You become supreme, you become God.

So the absence of fear relly is like you are transforming into God into the Universe, and the universe becomes a part of you.

When you are afraid you are trapped into an existential bubble and cannot get away from it.

Only not afraid people know this and only we will ever know it.

If you reach this point in your life you are saved because you will never die.

You will only reincarnate into different forms until your last existence is final.

Which now is the human form.

How can I be in two places at one you ask me?

I can be in heaven I can be in Hell and I can be on this earth at the same time, I can live so many lives you cannot even imagine with your human brain.

Only when you get rid of the fear in all your living lives you shall know peace.

God bless all of you.

I am the God of the black people

I am the God of the black people.

The gypsies the rejects, the south african, the indians, the asians the black and yellow people.

I am the Pharaoh.

I am Tutankhamun.

I am black, white, asian and hispanic.

I am all.

I am your God, I am here to teach you reason.

I am here to love you.

I am here to obey you.

I am here to caress you.

I am here to destroy you.

I am here to make a Kingdom of my own.

A kingdom where I am the Pharaoh and you all obey me and see me as your supreme leader.

I am the First.

There is no one here beside of me.

I am alone on my throne.

I do not care what you think of me, you can throw stones at me and I will use them against you.

I am the cops, I am the Black, I am the White, I am the Asian, I am the spanish people and the New Mexico.

I was Mayan and still am until today.

I never existed on this earth and never will exist here as a person human or individual neither animal can suppress me.

I am just an image in your imagination.

You think that you speak to me but all whom do you speak are merely shadows of your own thought.

I may come I may go, but you will never find me, you will never defeat me, you will never catch me by surprise.

You will never know me, I am mad, I am insane because I tell all of you this, but this to me really counts and it makes me feel good.

So please stop acting like you are important and you care for us, because we do not care about you.

And you will never find or defeat us, we are immortal.

We are immortals, we are spirits, nothing but shadows in the night, nothing but ashes in the wind and dust and sand.

Nothing but a pile of grain in the salty water.

You may know me or us, but you will never know our true story or our true idendity.

This only belongs to us and us alone forever and ever until the end of time.

This you shall not seek because those who seek may never find and those who do not seek the Pharaoh may never see him or his image, they will only feel his presence near them but never know him well enough to actually love him.

The Mayan Pyramids

The Mayan Calendar actually is a set of days months and years that predict the end of the world and the human race, it says that when all humans awaken each of every human being and animal is awaken to God almighty in the universe this world will end this planet will be hit by an asteroid and all life will perish.

As I ask you these questions you may answer me directly or indirectly I do not care. If by some reason someone didn't want for all life to be awaken to God, then what shall we do?

Does life becomes easier when you are asleep or life becomes harder when you are awaken, I am asking you this because it is not a choice between life and death it is a choice between waking up from the dream that you are in.

You can choose to sleep longer but eventually you will be awaken by most of the majority of the human race tells you.

You can be fooled once, twice but the third one you shall know the truth.

One time is enough, two times is nice but the third will be your end.

Sometimes I feel just like this...

Sometimes I feel just like this sitting here with you guys, understanding me and how do I feel for the all of you into this moment in time and space.

We are here as one we shall leave as one.

We could never be the same boys and girls ever again in our lifetime so don't we make a profit from it?

We should all embrace this crazy opportunity that has bestowed upon us.

We shall all be called crazy for believing in this, for believing in me, Asethabalanar.

You shall all go insane for believing me.

You shall all go crazy for loving me.

You shall all be like me.

I am here to teach you a lesson about time and space and quantum mechanics and how they work.

So listen carefully when you read my messages.

You shall be fine you shall be ok there is no need to be afraid of anything that life has to offer to you.

You are perfect just the way you are you do not need to change for anybody in this world.

You are perfect just the way mother nature let you.

So be yourself man and woman at the same time.

Be yourself woman.

Be yourself man.

Be yourself for yourself and for nobody else.

We shall succeed.

We shall rule this world once more.

We shall be the kings of the planet again.

Before there was money, before there was presidents.

Before there were companies and corporations and workers and slaves.

Before all of these at the time when we were actually free to do whatever we wanted to do in life.

We should always trust our guts in life.

We should always do what is necessary in order for us to succeed in our mission.

We should always trust ourselves and our family members that eventually we will come up with a plan to take over the world back to us.

They're rightful owner.

The minions.

Destroy their workers, break their spirit, conquer the mercenaries, Unveil the World into their eyes.

Be brutally honest with them, have no mercy what so ever, do not think twice it's a trap.

Be brutally honest once again do not sugar coat anything. Hurt them, hurt their feelings. This is a war we are fighting and we already won it because there are more of us than them.

There are more of us just like me than the big companies have workers in factories and slaves on the plantations, there are more people thinking just like me than the whole money in the world.

The power of love is bigger then the power of money.

So think twice before you judge somebody, it might be the last thing you did in this lifetime.

Merciless.

Death.

Pain.

Agony.

Torture.

Victory.

Or.

Death.

When I grow up!

When I grow up.

When I grow up I want to be famous for the work of art I have put my sweat and blood into.

When I grow up I want to be a big billionaire.

A human with purpose and big dreams.

I already have a big head so, I think it is in my advantage also.

I think about problems this way.

If you encounter a problem you will definitely find a solution to it.

I mean if you have a problem you actually need to find a solution to it eventually.

You cannot have a problem without a solution.

A solution comes quick and vast to mind as it forms an idea in your brain.

That idea is yours and yours only, please be peaceful with it and do not let it squander aimlessly to the netherlands.

This is what I am asking for in return to your service, I put my work in your service to solve your immediate problems in order for this check up to come close to what I was thinking back then.

If you encounter similar problems to mine, I mean if you do not see the big picture as it is and you try to aimlessly forgive everybody for what they have done to you you have a serious misbelief of solving your own problems.

The problem is not the problem, the fact is that the problem is quite easily solvable, if you need money you work, if you need cash you beg, if you need money for investment you cherish your own soul.

Everything comes at a rhythm and a faced pace to everybody who tries to solve their problems using their minds instead of their own bodies.

We gather wisdom from various places, this is the thing.

We need to go under our skin in order to find the solution.

The solution is in ourselves everytime we think about it we tend to over react a bit.

but the question is. Are we ready to solve our own problems or do we need help with them?

I cannot conquer this question yet but I am aiming at it.

This is my goal, to solve any problem any where any time I need it solved.

I am a problem solver.

I am a mathematician.

I am an economist.

I am alive.

I am life.

I am karma.

When I came to earth for the first time.

When I cam to earth for the first time it was in the pre-historic age of human beings.

I am a human, right? Well yeah I still am this way right now.

This is my form here.

I have many forms everywhere.

I am all knowing all powerful but don't have enough money to feed my family yet.

I need for you to understand that every kind of act of kindness you do to me it will be yours forever and it cannot be taken away from you never ever in a million trillion cazillion years far way in the galaxies.

I have to offer a deal.

I am the boss here on earth this is my planet and you all are in my debt forever.

This is why you have to tell me that every time you see me this is where the fun starts.

I am the boss of earth now.

I come in peace for all races and all creatures of the earth.

I am powerful beyond measure.

I am good and kind and respectful.

I am here to teach you being the best of this conception I have made between the years of time that passed ago.

I am a pharaoh I am egypt.

I am kama sutra. I am evil, I am good, I am good, I am you.

This is no joke when I tell you that everything connects eventually.

So if you see this make sure you know this is me at the table sitting around and doing nothing.

I am not on drugs I am on medication, and a little drunk from wine.

I drink because it makes me a better person.

Medication sucks beer is better than pills, beer is better than anything.

Beer makes me want to kill myself now.

Ok.

This is the end.

This is me in a human form

I am here to take good care of you.

I am here to make you blush.

I am here to talk to you.

I am here to make you happy.

I am here to be alive with you now.

I am here to make things happen and count in your life.

I am not a human being.

I am more of that so that you may know the truth behind the veil of existence.

This reality is a dream. Made for you so that when you wake up you will be reborn from the ashes of eternity.

This is not you right now. This is the inner peace of the cosmos speaking in a human form.

This is mother earth which guides all human form into existence and penetrates all things alive on human race.

This is not something that will take you into another dimension. This is the evil spurking out of you while you sleep.

This is great as a fact of conclusion I have been in the wrong place at the wrong time before in my whole entire life I could not say or state the fact that I have been resurrected as before into being by mother nature as a human being on this earth.

This is what I call on you human.

I will obey the call of Asethabalanar and I will state that I am a forsaken troop into being the greatest manifestation of myself on earth.

This cannot come to a conclusion as before I bore the aspect of a dragon now I am here to teach you the ruins of mother earth.

This comes to mind when fulfilling the thing I love the most here.

I have a planetary vision of what should have been and what should have happened before us.

We are earth, we are nature, we are beings.

We have been here before and will be again soon into the wild.

We have the option to be the best version of ourselves so the next generation of babies will be reborn by the mother phoenix into existence once more.

This cannot happen if we all stick together as cattle, we have to run from the madness of existence into the planetary vision of earth's crust.

We cannot control everything, Everything controls us.

We have to be patient with ourselves in order to maintain eye contact.

We should be fine, I love you and I wish you a very good time with yourselves.

Be patient, earth has our aid.

We are here as one

I am here, you are here. We are here.

Until this point in my life I have been the subject of testing.

Testing of chemicals, that hurt my brain.

Testing of various methods to increase my brain capacity.

Testing to be alive.

This has not yet come until I have been spoken the truth.

I will set myself free from this object of thinking unless my brain cooperates with me and not against me.

This has never been too far before.

I am on medication.

Psychiatric medication, this is the sad truth.

Doctors have been abusing my mental health everywhere I went.

From mental institutes to various locations on the earth.

This is not an abuse they tried to make me healthy again, but I will not comply to their procedures anymore no longer.

I am here to speak the truth, my truth so listen up.

I am on Solian and Depakine pills. One Solian and one depakine in the moning and one solian and one depakine at night.

Doctors have given me psychiatric pills because they say I am bipolar of grade 1.

They made me take them or risk hospitalization if I don't.

If I do not take my medicine in the morning and at night my father will call the ambulance and take me there.

I have also been on anti-depressants for a while about two years with no effect what so ever.

I will tolerate this abuse no longer, for me and my family.

I will not tolerate the fact that some crazy people will tell me what to do with my life.

I will not tolerate to be manipulated and used in order to feed the needs of the pharmaceutical institutions .

I am here to publish this so you know.

This is a public abuse to all man kind wherever you go.

You cannot escape the doctors, they are evil monsters and need to be punished by law and order.

This is an abuse to all patients who have been brutalized to shut their mouth and swallow the pills of the doctors.

I need you all to know that you do not need psychiatric pills in order to live your best life.

I am not crazy I tell you this.

This is an abuse made by the government in order for use to be manipulated by people that have higher IQ-s than us.

They are manipulating masses in order to use and consume drugs to make them feel better for themselves.

I shout out to all of them who have been abused by medicine and all people who have been manipulated into thinking they are sick and need to be medicinised

We do not need your psychiatric pills doctors, all we need is our freedom of speech and our rights to be loved and cared for.

We do not need your medicine. We need our freedom.

Wake up

I just woke up today, hoping it will all end soon.

I had a rough night last night so this is like a new beginning to me.

I call them crazy because when sometimes I am mad about it.

People call me crazy because I am mad.

They think I know them better than I should do.

There is nothing that makes sense now.

I hope one day I will wake up and hope it was just a horrible nightmare.

Dreaming like this made me become savage.

I call it questioning everything and everyone.

I like to question myself and my sanity for it.

I like to call my food barbeque because I eat too much.

And feel to little.

I tend to think allot about stuff.

Stuff that is happening inside my head.

Stuff that I need to get out on a roll.

Stuff that pisses me off sometimes.

I cannot feel comfortable about this.

Not here not now.

Not never.

I will always search for perfection.

I will always strive towards my greatest version of myself.

I will always look forward into being.

I will always focus on my goals and future plans.

I will always go forth to Victory.

I will always seek the monster I am inside of myself.

I will always go for the throat.

I will always stay hungry and feeded.

I will always go to the next chapter of my life.

This being stuff really sucks ass.

I am a brand new being like my mother use to tell me.

I am Asethabalanar.

The God of War.