Wake up

I just woke up today, hoping it will all end soon.

I had a rough night last night so this is like a new beginning to me.

I call them crazy because when sometimes I am mad about it.

People call me crazy because I am mad.

They think I know them better than I should do.

There is nothing that makes sense now.

I hope one day I will wake up and hope it was just a horrible nightmare.

Dreaming like this made me become savage.

I call it questioning everything and everyone.

I like to question myself and my sanity for it.

I like to call my food barbeque because I eat too much.

And feel to little.

I tend to think allot about stuff.

Stuff that is happening inside my head.

Stuff that I need to get out on a roll.

Stuff that pisses me off sometimes.

I cannot feel comfortable about this.

Not here not now.

Not never.

I will always search for perfection.

I will always strive towards my greatest version of myself.

I will always look forward into being.

I will always focus on my goals and future plans.

I will always go forth to Victory.

I will always seek the monster I am inside of myself.

I will always go for the throat.

I will always stay hungry and feeded.

I will always go to the next chapter of my life.

This being stuff really sucks ass.

I am a brand new being like my mother use to tell me.

I am Asethabalanar.

The God of War.