I know something I won't tell

 When I decided to speak about my issues I never thought it would be so rough but here it goes I started developing some kind of instincts around certain people like I know who is good for me and who is not because I can feel them and only by feeling you realize the true intentions of someone, if it feels bad it is not safe if it feels right then it is safe, it is all about the feeling that gives you the idea that someone is good for you or not if somebody is good for you you will know.

Never Give up

 Even if it is hard to recognize the truth try to realize there is no spoon the only one that bends is you my friend as the monk kid used to say instead try to realize the truth there is no you there is only the image of you watching through your eyes this is hard stuff  I realized a lot harder than I thought it takes some time to understand they say people are fake I say there loads of different people who are searching for some meaning in life and all I do is give them that meaning that they need to win not fail.

I used to be

I used to be the type of kid who always was lucky with girls, never had pimples on my face, never had the chance to prove myself when I was better they always pushed me away somehow, but some of them stayed with me in my heart, they used to tell me I'm no good for them and maybe they were right, I am no good to them, I am no Good to anybody I am good for nothing.